DieHardMelodies!

Sun, 07 Jun 2009 16:32:55 GMT

Life is really really short i dont know if i were to die tommorow or the next day or whenever, whether i will be happy the way i lived my life. watching now seeing my friends cracking jokes at random people, doing this doing that really at times makes my day. friends that shower lots of love. I have come to a stage where i grown more matured and life to me is starting to change. Problems start coming in. Stressfulness also kicks in. i mean its all part of life isnt it? Everyone has to go through it.

Looking back today i never regret how i lived my life. Certain wrong turns i had i still dont regret. i learnt from those mistakes. i mean they're already done. no point gettting all upset and regretting about it. its just so no worth the thinking. should leave the past behind and carry on with the present. making some very important decisions in life can make or break everything you live for.

At this point of time im turning to God asking him to show me a sign. asking him to give me answers someway or another. Forgive me for all my sins!

Today was pretty fun! Met up with Loretta and attended 930 mass we skipped tuition to go for the church carnival. which turned out quite boring. then we headed down to Cassandra's house to play L4D and guitar hero which geraldine kinda sucks in both! *sorry* what to do! she wasnt born for such games. Then went home to get my sketchbook and went to meet matthew and charles to do our DNT. which was quite successful! managed to do quite abit. Well then we headed down to parkway hawker centre to eat. KWAY CHAP!!
then went to play pool and headed home!

To all my brothers and Bestfriends
hope i have been a good friend being there for you guys when needed. im sorry if i had said things or done things not to your liking i hope you really understand! i love you guys always!

HACKER TwO

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 13:46:39 GMT

Casssssandra here again!
HACKER NUMBER ONE I KNOW WHO YOU ARE ALREADY! AT LEAST I THINK I HAVE A PRETTY GOOD GUESS/.
Clue: Something to do with subway right?
HAHA YEAH MY CHINESE OLVL, THANKS! i hope i passed tho. hahaha, it was a little hard.

xxx

Bye Huang!

HACKER 0N3

Sun, 31 May 2009 14:37:19 GMT

HAHAHA EH THIS IS SUPER FUN YO. Hi Cassandra I know who are you! Anyway, Gerald needs to think hard about LerPak!!! I cannot believe you forgotten who said LerPak please. Wheeeee Cassandra you're taking Chinese O's tomorrow right, All the best okay!!!

Gerald Nicholas Huang Wei Yuen, you need to think hard enough!!

XOXO

HACKER NUMBER TWO.

Sun, 31 May 2009 14:33:00 GMT

HELLO GERALD YOU DON'T NEED TO GUESS WHO THIS IS, IT'S THE ALMIGHTY CASSANDRA. ^^
I'm trying to beat the previous hacker's post and emerge the winner in this nonexistent imaginary competition that i've decided to make up. hahahahahah. Yes, i have issues.

I'M NOT THIS SUPER HOT PERSON. HOWEVER, I'M THIS SUPER DUPER COOL PRINCESS. HAHAHA.
I'm taking my chinese paper tomorrow, but i'm no motherfucker, i'm the ex john lennon!
No one messes with the ex-john lennon.
With the associate of the ex-beatle mate.

TO HACKER NUMBER 1, WE SHOULD DO THIS MORE OFTEN ! Your post is hotter than mine, and mine is cooler than yours.^^ Hahahahahahaha/////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////

Au Revoir~!

who are you

Sun, 31 May 2009 14:16:16 GMT

who is the person who said that you wanted to ler pak. i remember someone saying that but who is it? huh?! tell me leh! hahaha!!

Longitudinal waves

Sun, 31 May 2009 13:37:09 GMT

Well today i really dont know what to say but it really made me think alot. like after all this time have i been played out? or maybe have i been used to fuck around? like is it worth it waiting? i really dont know! well it takes time. i dont really know what to do. holidays start tommorow but for some they will be taking their o level chinese!

Good Luck To Those MotherFuckers Taking Their Chinese tommorow! love you fuckers!

well now im in a dilemma. o levels are not over and im already thinking of what to do after it. firstly im thinking of joining back the choir, secondly i am planning what kind of hairstyle i would like to have or what colour i wanna dye my hair, thirdly i have been think of what to do after our grad night, whether to have a party at a chalet or just lepak! fourthly, we have been planning to go on a holiday. FISHING!

seriously this isnt right. we should start concenstrating on our O's and fuck care the rest! dont give 2 shits about what is happening! we should bother about O's cause it is suppose to be our first priority! isnt that right? To all those fuckers thinking like me, concentrate on whats ahead and dont care about whats happening after that. overcome one thing at a time! do not bother, do not care, just do one thing at a time! or the more stress you'll be!

trust me.

HACKER

Fri, 29 May 2009 17:36:15 GMT

SSUP HAI GERALD GUESS WHO IS THIS.

I AM NOT CASSANDRA. I AM LIKE THIS SUPER HOT PERSON, WHOM YOU HAVE NOT SEEN IN A REALLY LONG TIME. WE NEED TO GO OUT SOON AND LER-PAK. (BIG HINT HERE)

I HAVE THINGS TO TELL YOU ALSO. TEXT ME IF YOU KNOW WHO I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVEEEEE

CASSANDRA MY JOHN LENNON!!

Fri, 29 May 2009 17:10:58 GMT

On the 18th of October i met this crazy little girl, she was running around trying to socialize with her group mates i found that so so funny!! Then that big group broke up into smaller groups and she came into my group. THEN THERE WAS A CRASH SOUND!!
And you know what happened right cassandra? well i remember that day very very well cause i met a very cool persoon. i saw her drawing an angel on a piece of paper! it was Superly nice!

On that day itself i dont know why but i felt there was a super strong bond between the 2 of us! its like something you only feel once in awhile! it was a great feeling knowing such a great person!
she was always there for me talking about left for dead, bitching about people, gossiping and im the gossip king!! right? well this person i hope will never leave my life and i hope this wish will come true!! must must!!

my chinese sucks you know!! I LOVE YOU OKAY!!

if there is anything i can do just call me dont forget im just 8 digits away. or just put me on speed dial that would make things much easier! so if you wanna call me im free!! alright? love you!!

FOR YOU NAH!!! hahahaha!!!

SEX BOMB!

Fri, 29 May 2009 16:59:31 GMT

SUP SUP!! its been a long long time since everything was cool!! well now im talking to this cassandra who's so awesome on the phone! she's is so retarded and she's thinking of whether to stay at home and sleep under her little blanky!! which probably stinks of sweat!! dont worry cassandra!! i love you!! hahaha!! Don't delete this cause you know my password!! hmmmmm!! im changing it!! what a loser! she thinks she owns the world!! and she is head over heels for me!! i know she llllooooovvvveeeesssss mmmmmeeeeee!!

hey cassandra remember we wrote a story on a piece a paper about some story! Cassandra sleeps in the same room as her sister!! hahaha loser!! i cant multi task for shit!! this is damn lousy shit!! not fair!! you too cant multi task okay cassandra!! im the sexiest right? dont you think so? huh?! huh?!

this coming holidays my plans for it is to go to school and study as much as possible and also dont abandon my brothers for life!!
things have been hard for certain people! but you see, how the hell does it feel to wait for freaking reply for hours? and at the end of the day it doesnt come at all! its just fucking fucked up!!! this kind sucks!! i cant take it, it really really sucks!!

Tommorow is the day of auditions! i dont know if we'll pull it off though! i dont think DHM is the old DHM we used to be. other people have other committments which i mean its okay but he seems so into that. others just dont have faith in us! we write music like as if we're doing a 233432545345 page essay which really kinda sucks well what to do!! just pray!

well cassandra, i love you okay? hahaha and all the things up there are just jokes! i also want free subway okay? if not i sad sad:(

I'm Sorry

Tue, 27 Jan 2009 15:07:16 GMT

Hey people! it's been while since i came online. happy chinese new year mother fuckers! sup sup! well this year hasnt really started off that great i mean so many things have been happening in such a short time.
Well for those who have read my earlier post, i promised i'll come back from australlia to do some stuff. but i only accomplished 3 out 5 there i think. i didnt go to sentosa with sharlyn, victoria, adam, danial, alvis, charles, matthew and all. sorry guys! love you all!

original is out already guys
head down to www.myspace.com/diehardmelodies. alright dudes! thanks for the support!

No Way

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 04:23:49 GMT

there wont be a different way on how i would have spent christmas. if my life was like christmas, i would confrim be a rockstar already.. well but some part of me regrets calling both my church friends and my brotherhood friends. like something will start happening. they other fight or they get together and all that. things are getting uncontrolable. i feel so useless. but i cant do anything. i really dont know what to do. if i could turn back time, i would not have called one of them, but i know i cant do that.

have your parents used these words on you? "Who The FUCK Do You Think You Are?" Or have they ever used the word Fuck on you before? well its not a really nice thing to hear from anyone especially your parents and someone you look up to. well now i dont know if i should continue not talking to him or not. like i see no joy and happiness in talking to my father but what can i do? at the end of the day, we are still living under the same roof. how can i survive without talking to him. im trying!

I've Been watching you,
watching you all day
im sorry my love can't say.

Pictures on the wall,
pictures of you and me
this tells me we're meant to be.

I'm sorry for lying, to you my baby
i'm sorry please.
Take my breath away, take it all away
FROM ME.

Playing with my band,
writing new songs
I don't think we''ll last for long

I was doing my thing,
when i looked out that window
then tears began to flow.

I'm sorry for lying, to you my baby
i'm sorry please.
Take my breath away, take it all away
FROM ME.

Look into my eyes,
cant you see the love tonight?

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 06:19:40 GMT

G'day mate. well today's the last day of my holiday. went for mass at st francis church somewhere near my hotel. there was no singing no nothing. sadly! the crowd was really really small. really small. mass was really short too it was only about 40mins long. wow! then headed down to victoria market. it was cold! haahah people shouting here and there noisy shit. in pris's words kan chiong spider! hahaha. then shopped and shopped and shopped bought a whole lot of stuff. so cool i tell you! everything was okay i guess. Talked to loretta online. telling me about some bunch of ah bengs asking for her number!
AH BENGS, you leave her alone. cause i'll fuck you and you backsite up if you still continue to irritate her and fuck around.

missing you guys dearly. will be back tommorow afternoon guys. And im all yours. hahaha!! looking forward to many many outings with you guys okay?!

AUSSIE LAND

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 13:56:10 GMT

Landed in aussie land about 4 days ago. *my dad just burp and farted next to me it stinks*. anyway it was pretty cool the first few days. the first day we when we arrived, mummy and me dropped my daddy off at his office then my mummy and me went to check into the hotel! 10th floor damn swee view hardcore! hahahaha. shopped alittle just bought a pair of slippers. the food here is alright i guess. not to bad. then the second day, mummy and me went to see the 12 apostles. but now its left with like 7. the 12 apostles are actually rock formations due to waves. therefore it rocks! nature is so amazing! the whole day. we went to places called port cambell and other nice places. took beautiful pictures and all. third day was shopping hardcore! wooohooo bought tonnes of things for people for myself woooo power pack core to the max la! then went to some vietnam restaurant. today went for brunch then we went to see penguins about a 2 hour drive. woooo it was so cute the penguins! i even got scolded for taking a picture with flash by an idian guy but who cares? hahahaha..

when i leave this place, im gonna miss aussie land. but nothing can beat my friends back home.
PLANS
1)Recording with DHM
2)Pool with loretta and pris
3)Sentosa with shar, vic, adam
4)Sentosa with Danial, Alvis, Charles, Matt.
5)Catch up with Rachael DAVID!

missing all of you guys back in singapore loads like whole whole loads. things here are nice but not as nice as you guys alright?! love love you you guys guys! many many!

WHAT?

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 11:16:26 GMT

you know what? when your other friends left you spent so much time with them. i understand the other has gone for pretty long. now im going nobody cares. well this made me realise who a true friend is and who is not. i really dont know what to do anymore seriously. im pretty lost! i thought we were suppose to be close and all that! if you really dont want it that way pls just tell me. i will understand. so pls

GIG ON THE 27th DECEMBER! Catch DHM after a 6 month break with a new line up of songs and a new line up of bandmembers. maybe not new but yeah. Tickets- $12(pre sale), $14(at the door)
Need Tickets, you can contact Matthew, Keith, Bryan or Gerald.

ds

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 04:47:42 GMT

Fuck you. fuck everybody who dont give 2 fucks about anything. fuck everybody and everything who dont bother about shit! fuck you fuckers! fuck your mother's dog face mother fucking mouth! fuck you

im happy!:D

H

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 03:53:20 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACOB!

I dont know why everything is happening like that! its really weird love you guys maybe the last time im saying this. kidding!

PEEPS

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 11:46:04 GMT

Results will be out real soon. well i dont know whether i should be scared or nervous but i guess i know i did my best. Good Luck GUYS!! bowling bowling bowling. i cant wait to go bowling again how? hahahah. working parents have been bugging my to go work but i dont want! well who cares! i dont! im a lazy pig!

Loretta Loretta missing you greatly!! like really alot alot!! dont know why i guess cause we havent talk like normally for ages.

writing songs today was great! came out with some shit wrote about axel and his lampost! well i pity him but i mean ahya i dont know la! anyway if you guys dont like me just fucking tell me to my face i dont even know who the fuck im aiming this at but yeah who the fuck cares! just tell me to my fucking face!

thanks Rachael David for being there always always for me! thank you oh so much dont know where i'll be without your help and care and love and support thanks David love love!

wow

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 10:51:00 GMT

Its like as if you know the whole world! and that you're so close to the whole world i dont know how to react to it! whether i should fight for your love or not! i dont know. it feels oh so wrong! i dont know i really dont know shit! how???

ONE WAY JESUS
ONE WAY DHM!!

MANSON

Wed, 22 Oct 2008 12:01:58 GMT

HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE ONE OF THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!!!!!

manson just rocks the shit out of me man! i cant take it!! this rocks the shit out of me man!! i met flower at youth rally she's so hot man!! cant take it i love her!!!

DHM HAS A ORIGINAL!!
AT LAST!

Goner

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 10:25:57 GMT

Whats happening to the world? children dying because of fucked up food products from china and whatever. what the fuck is happening? anyway... ive realised a few things recently you have changed my friend! not hanging out with us anymore i was just trying to be a very good friend but looks like it didnt really work. although i only knew you for like a few years only i still treasure you as a friend! i hope everything will be fine and that everything will be back to normal again! when was the last time you went out with me? when was the last time we talked on the phone? me myself dont remember.

i always treated you as a brother, a friend and everything else. you've changed but i'm acting as if you havent changed well yeah i mean all those times will never be erased but i still care for you man. i want the old you i really do! friendship is really important to me! please come back

N's are on the way. coming oh so soon. i dont know if im ready but i hope i am ive been studying my ass off. and hopefully it will turn out right. i really do. i really wonder whether people who never study i dont know whether they can make it for N's (someone) im not gonna say his name. but those who know GOOD JOB!! hahahaha sucks man being his friend woooohhooooo!!

20/09/08

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 14:58:23 GMT

today! hahaha it was so fun!! all the way to hougang lorong low koon if thats how you spelled! alright power pack la! then had talk about all those nonsense! hahahah so power la! met a few friends andrea, thats all i remember! sucks man!! then went to meet geraldine at around 6 plus then ate at some place for ex convicts damn nice. i swear then after that i ate some nice thing la i forgot what was it. then had a long long talk with geraldine and loretta its been so so bloody long since the last time we talked like that!! hahaha

GERALDINE- love you to the max la armpit sweaty!! hahaha missing you big time!

LORETTA- someone's jealous! hahahaha i love you too la smelly! dont worry la!!

Airport

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 17:14:00 GMT

If you guys didnt know we have been going to airport almost every friday every week! haha. today was no exception! hahahaha.. well today went to buy avenged tickets!! wooohhoooo!! cant wait been listening to them whole day today! power pack! im confirm going already!! alright!! comeon.

i had 12 for my prelims and that would mean i have failed my N's. and if i were to fail i would go and take private O's but thats my last resort! im trying my very best! ive studied so so hard! and hope its all worth! i really hope! well enjoy life while you still can! just let things go easy!

take things slow. thats the advise i can give you! i love you guys!

why?

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 14:28:31 GMT

certain people have been missing from my life. this sucks big time.

bye world! this life has been great
knowing you guys have been the bomb
music music music!
goodbye world!

Love Life

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 04:16:19 GMT

i see no point carrying on with anything right now. everything is starting to fall apart. so many things have been happening i really dont know which to take care of. right now wooohhooo.. i feel like im so dead. im so so so dead! life is gone without you. and you know who you are! hopefully you can see how much i love you soon. but for now i guess i'll have to move on but i know it wont be easy! im glad ive got my friends. ahya.

in love :)

I'm Trying

Sat, 30 Aug 2008 15:19:13 GMT

Forgive me for doing the mistakes i actually did. sorry for not apologizing earlier. i know when i do certain things i dont really think before doing it. im really really sorry. this goes out to everyone i have hurt in some way or another. my friends that i all care and love so much! airport friends, church and all that.

ever since confirmation was over i realised i lost some contacts. those from church. and i have not seen them in ages. i really miss those cathecism days. i never expected that period of my life to ever end i thought it would last forever. never knowing what will come next. i always thought it was a drag waking up and going to church learning about God. but the last few weeks before my confirmation were the best. the times we spent the whole day in church praying playing games singing, dancing around. it was all so fun. i never wanted it to end.

i have to say i was really sad. ive not seen so many church friends ever since confirmation. :( i really dont know whats happening with this! i really dont know. i miss it la! sigh! the times in church was all so fun. so many people la! ahya. but well i cant let that get me down.

4 more days to english paper N LEVELS
5 more days to social studies paper N LEVELS
14 more days to Zouk gig
21 more days to training for Youth Rally
1 month 10 days more days to my N LEVELS ARE DONE!
these are the days that i'll be looking forward to. i really hope these days come soon and it wont end fast. i really hope hope hope! after my N's im a free bird! a free bird! i really cant wait.

I STILL LOVE YOU BABY!